I think since I hide behind my humor and sarcasm people assume (don't do that!) I am a strong person. I am a weakling! I need support, backing, someone to hold my hand... My feelings get hurt VERY easily too - not a good combination.
My mind is just running on all the things I NEED to be strong for and am not sure I have the ability to do on my own. I am working on getting our house ready to put on the market and I really need someone to help push me along and hold my hand for that process. With the School Board Trustee elections yesterday - our board is now very, VERY liberal - there are only a few that I would count with my way of Conservative thinking - am I strong enough to fight for my views and morals? I'm not sure. I really want this running thing to take off for me but I NEED a BIG push and someone to help support me and push my big butt along.
How can I push myself and get the results I want and be a BIG girl?
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Oh, Kelley when you figure out how to be a "big" girl let me know...it seems like I always need external motivation to do anything productive! Hang in there with the board, the school district needs you now more than EVER!
Maybe we should figure out a way to support each other with the running thing. That is my biggest goal but I have nobody in Athens pushing me and I can't get myself to do it alone. Ugh...
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